I guess what # day it is, pandemically speaking, is when the shit hit the fan for you. For me, it was the weekend of March 14-15. Oh, I was starting to get nervous earlier that week (last time to a grocery store, BIG shopping was the 10th) but I was supposed to go to dinner with nearby family to celebrate two birthdays. Chickened out several days before, but offered a suggestion for a home pizza party as an alternative. Two of us have new gas-fired pizza ovens that haven't been tried yet, sounded like fun. I bailed the morning of...delivered the pizza dough and sauce I had made, stayed a good distance from son and his wife, never saw the kids. I started this "social separation" stuff even before that, though: the week before I cancelled both piano lesson and (gasp) hair appointment. So, let's say I've been under house arrest for two full weeks now, and it sucks more every day.
I'm now at the point where I've decided no more bra. Who's gonna care? I finally washed my hair yesterday (don't judge), and while I was tempted to stay in pajamas today, I got dressed, but only because my son is hopefully going to pick up and deliver a few groceries for me. Strangely, I've barely touched anything I bought on the tenth, but no, this is the stuff I FORGOT to buy at that point. Yikes. In other news, I am trying, unsuccessfully, to create and stick to a schedule. BWAHAHAHA! Not doing too well there, either. Okay, I copied down a "Thirty Days to Clean Your House" calendar from the internet yesterday, but have a lot of blank spaces: my car is clean, so scratch that off. So is my wallet and purse/backpack. I don't have a "medicine cabinet" per se, but those drawers in the bathroom vanity could use a purge, I suppose. Most of the rest could almost be done in a day, so I'm thinking of throwing the whole thing out!
My best bet is to do what I did after the Old Man died and I was overwhelmed and terrified and more than a little depressed. Do ONE BIG THING a day. It worked. As long as I accomplished OBT, I felt better. So, yesterday I decided to dust. (That's when I discovered that I forgot to buy Swiffer dusting cloths, sigh.) But, I found one and went on a dusting mission. Man, was this house filthy. Dusting, however, led to a few side trips. Change the candles in the dining room. Check. Empty the big drawer in the sideboard to store sheet music. Check. (I have no idea where to put the stuff that came OUT of that drawer, but moving on.)
I have tons of things I should be doing (practicing, weaving, even spinning) but can't seem to focus very well. So I bake. Bread, mostly. Damn freezer is full of bread. I've tried giving it away, but some people are uncomfortable because they don't want to feel they "owe" me something. Two people who got bread have not even commented. Maybe they were afraid and don't want to let me know they threw it away? Well, in any event, the baking has slowed down because I can't find flour! King Arthur freaking FLOUR Company is out of flour. The supermarkets are out of flour. Amazon Prime is out of flour. Shit. Yesterday I made sourdough waffles (OMG were they incredible!) but they all went in the freezer. Starting to ration flour.
Oh, well. At least I don't have kids home needing homeschooling....
Stay safe, people!